Fucking hate my life. I'm glad I'm worth the effort for your friendship. Fucking hate you all, but not as much as I fucking hate myself.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
I'm glad I try so hard to be a good friend.
Thanks, loved the video. So what is so wrong with me that I can't meet someone? No one shows any interest in me, and I'm tired of no one caring. It'd be nice if someone took an interest in my life, or about me in general. It'd be nice for someone to care about me.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Glad to know that no matter how hard I try to be a good friend, and how much I go about doing the right thing, and being helpful, I always get fucked over. I get used, taken advantage of, and then ignored when it's not longer convenient. Thanks a lot, and fuck you.
Monday, April 5, 2010
Fun times, the girls are all wearing nice outfits, fun spring/summer dresses, and my fat ass can just casually glance as they all ignore me, and view me only as a piece of furniture.
I fucking love the reminders. I miss my first love, and think she has only gotten more beautiful over the years. I want to fall in love with a girl like her, though not exactly like her. But I want to meet a girl like her. I hate myself because I know it won't happen.